attended a course on wed n thurs. made some new friends, and gained an understanding of the organisation and ways of the SMEs. did a personality test and some group activities that allowed us to understand ourselves better. the simple version of the test is available at http://www.personalitypathways.com/type_inventory.html

unconsciously evaluated my own expectations vs the current situation and now i'm wondering if i should start looking for a new job. especially since i just realised that my contract is not bonded. hahaha actually my situation is not that bad. just that i'm looking at salary, benefits and possible experience i can bring to my next job. shall keep considering. but actually there's only 1 month left to the end of the probation period. still not sure what i expect, and what to expect at the end of this job.

wondering a bit about the dynamics of a relationship. guy pays for all, go dutch, take turns. truthfulness and honesty about all in the past, in the present. seeking permission and opinion on issues regarding opposite sex and other friends. time spent together. keeping an eye to watch out for signs of dissatisfaction or even worse, a roving eye or fluttering heart.

not really content about life, but not that there is a lot to complain. it's just a haiz feeling that cant be explained easily. sigh.

hang in there, perhaps time will tell.